Friday, January 16, 2009

Until today!

Posted by Mood Swings at 2:54 PM

Sometimes all it takes is a simple mind exercise and you feel as if the whole life has been put together and you're great to go ahead with it. While at other times you feel the whole life has been messed up due to some unstable and mindless decisions you have made. But what's important is that we stand up for ourselves at all points of our lives. Especially when we take sole responsibility of our actions. I guess that makes things less complicated and life runs smoother (well atleast in our heads so to think). Afterall they say "it's all in the mind"!! Would anybody disagree with me on this?

Today on my way from work I had a great ride on my freind's bike who honoured to drop me off home. It was a lovely journey i must say. I felt the goosebumps on my skin when the chilly air pressed sharply like steel knives on my skin. But I just let myself go. A cup of cappuccino just came as a blessing in disguise. With just a few sips i suddenly felt like life is so good and eveything that was happening around my life made sense to me in so many ways that I can't possibly explain or put into words. Everything made sense in my life- the good, the best, the bad and the worse.

I think these are the times when you feel that "Chaos is order". Well atleast it made sense at this point in my life.

Today, I looked at my life in the most balanced, positive and appreciating manner. I knew it so much that I was happy! ( hope this feeling stays longer enough)

When you sit back to think what have I done in my life or what do i intend to do with the years that are left ahead of me, we often find the answers missing in our heads.

But today was one of those days my friend, today was the day I finallly felt I should be doing something that I have always derieved self-satisfaction. And suddenly I had a gush of positive thoughts flowing into my mind. It was as if it was all flowing through my blood and moving all over my body and soul, a sort of rare positive energy.

While thise energy cooed into my ears, it spoke a lot of things that I wished to do in the coming years of my life. Philanthropy, learn foriegn languages, take up writing, take up cooking, gathering knowledge, learn musical instruments, write a book, learn learn and learn many more newer things.

That was it. That moment was undecribable. And now its making me look ahead in life.

Today was the day my friend, I have realised and felt that yet again this time I have evolved from the very many self-conflicts, mental-battles, obstructions and hardships. Yet again, I have evolved and this time a bit more victoriously!

I have known through today that I am living a wonderful life indeed...


prajwal said...

Anyone in life passes through highs and lows....its what you learn from the lows and carry forward to remember even when you are at the prime of whatever your doing is what matters.
That being said,being sad is also a feeling like being ecstatic about something.
but that doesnt mean that self pity for somethings which went horribly wrong in your life is going to happen in a loop.

Thats where a good friend comes into picture.....he/she will lift you from your gloom and yet remind you that your life is worth living for you self no matter how bad or good it is.This humilty in a person defines a true friend for me.

Mallikarjuna on January 22, 2009 at 10:46 PM said...

hi happy new year and fine blog urs

Dankest Cartoon on April 15, 2009 at 12:00 AM said...

the feeling is well penned down.
its like waking up a "New Life"

Mood Swings on April 15, 2009 at 2:23 PM said...

Thank you for dropping by @ Dankest Cartoon.

CLARITY rarely ever shows up in our lives and yet oblivion paves a path to something bright.

I bank on this thought every new day of my life :)


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